yeah well......like whtever.

 So da lounge is rotting and gettin moth eaten, its become like one of those magical castels tht get engulfed in thick green mossy creepery crap. But then magic needs its gestation period, too much too soon destroys da mysique. hahaha......naaaa..........um kidddin....um just lazy ya'll...............well lazy and busy........more busy rather..........but hey um lazy also......i proudly hold on to tht title......but you knw wht, i think in the years to come it'll be a novelty.........u remember how a few years ago, it was a rarity when someone said they were "unique" ??? and now every person who can talk, talks abt being unique and having a different quality abt himself/herself and Brand me and things like tht, so being unique is become really really banal............as is the case with being busy and frenzied and on ur toes all da time today..........so i think in the years to come, the people who are different will be the ones who are lazy and not unique. Hmmm.............the future seems bright, aye? *silly grin*

 So school is awrite, it bugs my brain a lot, and many times, and well its pissin off at times, but no gain without pain, aye? oh well clique's........are they irritating, like something original for a change man..........like no stink without dirt, or no bad breath without garlic food or something like tht...............so yea, its third trimester, and i think they've discovered a shattering workschedule suddenly.......and are messin ur days and brain cells with projects after projects and assignment safter assigments................ah da sadists tht are professors.......i wonder if they get together once a month and share evil stories of harrowed students........like urrrggghhh.

 Early this month, da first award show of the season took place, and surprisingly i have re discovered my enthusiasm for them dis year. I remember a couple of years ago, i used to go mad with the exitment of da whole award show glittertorama.......but then lost it somewhere down da line, and this year,  since there were few good movies, had fun watchin da Screen Awards..............so cool. I like doing something fun, which used to be fun before. cool.

 So wassssup wid ma friends here? who's upto wht? um doin major visiting today............will come and say hey to all ma fav bloggies..........and Cookie........will do tht tag soon................mwah!!

 I think i'm in love. hmmmm.....I think.

 And Garfield ofcourse mirror's my thoughts........as allways.

The first of many exams are here...........my first Trimester exams......new subjects, new learnings.......am a little nervous, actully a lot more than little really......its about proving urself.........then again first have to prove myself to me, aye? but its not always black n white.......grey sometimes reins supreme........

So wish me luck, my friends...........and forgive me for not being able to pay u visits, its ma favorite thing.......but i just cant seem to find the time........i shall, come October........I hope everyone is well and super...........kisses by da truckloads! mwahs! = )

To all the sweet people i met here.........i am sooooo glad i knw u alllll!!!!! a million Winnie the Pooh and friends kinda happy kisss to u allll!!!!! and  Garfield Hug tooooooOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yaaaaaaaaayyyy for all ma space friends!!!!!! = ) = )

School is cool.....am learning way to many new things........is a good feeling..........i am happy........i am contemplating a lot tooo.....oh u'll knw abt tht only too well, coz am gonna be blogging abt all the stuff in ma brain!!!! It feels like Dumbledore's Pensive right now.........and if u dont knw who Dumbledore is? well ur just SAD!!!!! Go drown urself in bitter, bittergourd juice! yes thts wht u deserve for not knwing Dumbledore! Sorry J.K, they jst dont knw any betta! : P : P

Once Upon a Dream......

 I absolutely love Peter Pan. I have seen the movie, read the book, wanted to be Wendy like a gazzilion times and I dont even remembwr how often I have tried ot fly as Peter instructed. You see its a timeless tale of magic, love and abouve all hope and a struggle to keep the child alive in all of us.

Did I mention? I love Peter Pan. Here are a few cherished excerpts from my favorite story....

"I wish I had a pretty house, The littlest ever seen, With funny little red walls And roof of mossy green."

------Wendy

"All you need is a little trust.....and a bit of Pixie dust!"

----Peter Pan

"To die would be an awfully big adventure!"

----Peter Pan

"I'm youth, I am Joy....I am a little bird, who had broken out of the egg."

---Peter Pan

"Keep back, lady, no one is going to catch me and make me a man."

---Peter Pan

"Because you see when a new baby laughs for the first time a new fairy is born, and as there are always new babies there are always new fairies."

---Wendy

"Why can't you fly now, mother?"

"Because I am grown up, dearest. When people grow up they forget the way."

"Why do they forget the way?"

"Because they are no longer gay and innocent and heartless. It is only the gay and innocent and heartless who can fly."

"What is gay and innocent and heartless? I do wish I were gay and innocent and heartless."

-----Wendy to her daughter Jane

"Just always be waiting for me, and then some night you will hear me crowing."

----The last thing Peter said to Wendy

And this is my most favorite one....

                           Starlight, star bright

First star I see tonight

I wish I may, I wish I might

Have the wish I wish tonight.

Tagged to reveal

The secrets of love

The wishing and hoping

And wanting and such

The qualities of my Perfect Lover, eh? Well I realize as should you that there is no Perfect Lover. That said, I will continue to write this in the third person as I want to believe that one such person, atleast, is out there. Ah, yes contradictions and ironies thy name is me! : P

Was thinking to make it open to all sexes, but I don’t wanna be open minded to the extent that my brains fall out………so it’s just the boys/men that this stuff is for.

1. He is difficult to figure out

              He's not an open book. He makes you wonder. He makes you work for it. I don’t much care for the people who just publish themselves and leave nothing to figure out.

2. He is graceful

               He is a cool cat, the one that has an easy air about him. He’s not formidable, but he commands awe and respect. You look at him and you wonder what is it about him that makes you wanna peek another look. He is always aware of people, he never disregards their presence. He is sometimes a Tomcat even ; )

3. He is balanced

                He is macho and does all of what the boys do but he also holds my hand in front of his friends and doesn’t mind a cuddle. He likes being pampered, coz I like to pamper. He respects my opinions, which is only just, coz they are worth being valued. : P He believes in love but is not foolish to think it would last forever when it dosent. He dose not elude himself with such fancies.   

4. He is well bred

                I could never be with someone who treated waiters rudely or who kicked stray dogs or who was too loud and too pompous and too proud. He is kind and he is considerate. He is charming and that shows in this manner. He is smart and knows that he can’t always win, but he tries his best. He is vulnerable too and doesn’t mind admitting it to me once in a while. He doesn’t lie, simply because he has no need too.

 5. He is a Daredevil

                I despise routine, and the grind and the banal. He is adventurous. He is not afraid of letting go. He tries new things and takes pleasure in the unusual and the uncommon. He does whatever he likes and indulges in the things that fancy him. He is whimsical and isn’t not someone who stifles his wants. He is creative and dares to be different. He hates going with the flow as do I.

6. He is a Pilgrim

                    He has a pilgrim soul, like mine. We will both have strong roots, and be very grounded. Remember people’s birthdays and anniversary, make those trips which are required by the parents but we would disappear just as easily to a new destination. He is spontaneous and sporadic like me.....he believes life is unpredictable and in tht lies its intrigue. So we set off to explore and share and enthrall the unexpected but welcome thrills of it.

7.      He takes care of me

                    I need my attention and he knows it and gives it to me. He does all of that mushy stuff with need and without it even, and sometimes he brings me flowers for no reason at all. He respects my ambitions and even loves me for them. He shares my passions and together we soar.

8. He is Spirited.

               He is never bogged down, he always springs back. I cant really be with someone who accepts defeat every time something goes wrong or happens unexpectedly. So he picks up the pieces, a bit wiser for the experience and moves on. And on days when he is too low to do this, I’ve got his back.

There………..phew! I think there’s a bit more, but this should cover the basics. Here you go Hawk……..bring it on!!! Hehe : P : P : D

And I don’t really wanna pick eight oother people, coz most would be double tagged anyways. So anyone who’s like to do it, please, consider urself tagged by me.

I was born to catch dragons in their dens

And pick flowers
To tell tales and laugh away the morning
To drift and dream like a lazy stream
And walk barefoot across sunshine days.

                   ---James Cavanaugh

Let my heart be broken by the things that break the heart of God.

I do not love you except because I love you;

I go from loving to not loving you,

From waiting to not waiting for you

My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;

I hate you deeply, and hating you

Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you

Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume

My heart with its cruel

Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who

Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,

Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

---Pablo Neruda---

"We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it in full."

The rich are getting richer……..40 people in America are billionaires and one of them from selling pizza no less! Darn it!! I should get some of his fortune seeing as I helped him get there eating so much of it!

And then the poor are getting  poorer, the dumb are getting dumber, the smart ones are well not concerned and just keep getting more nerdy, the weather is getting hotter everyday like mad!! It seems to me to be a mad, mad, mad, mad world! (That was one swell movie, wasn’t it? I totally dug it!)

Right, hmm…….so I’m sitting here thinking: Is there such a thing as balance? An Equilibrium?

Because I look around me and wonder at its existence. I see a plethora of everything on one end of the divide and on the other end I see acute scarcity. We are a world and culture and race of contradictions and rightly we do co-exist but is such a vast chasm really necessary?

• 5 children are dying in Thane, Maharashtra everyday due to starvation and two days ago I went to a wedding where there was more food than everyone assembled could eat in 10 days.
• The street lights are burning till noon and maybe even all afternoon and the people of the country have to live without electricity for more then 6 hours a day.
• I am trying day after day to stay in touch and yet my efforts seem to be slipping, the other end is turning out to be a black hole……my words deeds and feelings alike are engulfed in aching blackness.
• We are still battling poverty in its most gruesome display and crappy movies worth millions are being made every single month.

I see so much suffering and so much pomp that it sometimes amazes me that we are surviving.

Why cant people love you back the way you love them? Why can’t the government for once put its good intentions into action? Why cant brothers be brothers and not enemies? Why can’t my mother understand that I need my space? Why must we learn the hard way? Why is it so difficult to communicate? Why is it so difficult to be tolerant? Why wont my fingernails grow faster?Why doesnt he ache like I do? Why do I even care?Why cant I quite eating tubs of ice-cream?

Everybody needs a bossom for a pillow........where is mine?
 

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

 I wonder if its true about there being white light in heavan....i think if thts true then Simi Garewal need not die at all.....she's already half way there. She's going to be interviewing tht Mittal person.....in his 500 million dollar home in London......geez.....i shud really learn to count more.....and also shud watch the episode this Sunday.

Wallowing in still waters,

Submersive in sublime.

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Update:

Is there any reward?
I'm beginning to doubt it.
I am broken and bored,
Is there any reward
Reassure me, Good Lord,
And inform me about it.
Is there any reward?
I'm beginning to doubt it.

                                       ----Hilairie Belloc